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Sadie
03:26
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Very first memory
You’re my very first memory
You’re my very first memory
You’re my very first memory
Wait, I can’t wait
No, I can’t take my time
I'm too impatient
I can’t hate
So much love up in my mind
Feel it vibrating
I can’t wake
I am stuck in this nightmare, no there’s no waking
I can take anything that I might like but I won’t take it
I keep finding everyday there’s something else that’s going wrong
I can’t find a way to make it right, don’t know what’s going on
I can’t shake the feeling everyone I love soon will be gone
I know sometimes I’m not right, but not too often that I’m wrong
I wish you could have lived forever
Doesn’t make sense, but I wish we were together (can’t be no other way)
Everything dies, yeah that’s just the way the game goes (can’t be no other way)
When it’s my time will I find you at the rainbow? (no)
I keep finding everyday there’s something else that’s going wrong
I can’t find a way to make it right, don’t know what’s going on
I can’t shake the feeling everyone I love soon will be gone
I know sometimes I’m not right, but not too often that I’m wrong
She came and went just like a stray
Always was meant to pass away
When we move through time our lives are always fading
Not complaining
Wait, I can’t wait
No, I can’t take my time
I'm too impatient
I can’t hate
So much love up in my mind
Feel it vibrating
I can’t wake
I am stuck in this nightmare, no there’s no waking
I can take anything that I might like but I won’t take it
I can’t wait
No, I can’t take my time
I'm too impatient
I can’t hate
So much love up in my mind
Feel it vibrating
I can’t wake
I am stuck in this nightmare, no there’s no waking
I can take anything that I might like but I won’t take it
I keep finding everyday there’s something else that’s going wrong
I can’t find a way to make it right, don’t know what’s going on
I can’t shake the feeling everyone I love soon will be gone
I know sometimes I’m not right, but not too often that I’m wrong
I keep finding everyday there’s something else that’s going wrong
I can’t find a way to make it right, don’t know what’s going on
I can’t shake the feeling everyone I love soon will be gone
I know sometimes I’m not right, but not too often that I’m wrong
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2. |
Cold Subject
03:40
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I woke up
Afraid of my thoughts
Been thinking bad things a lot
Like ghosts they always haunt
Like ghosts they live in the dark
Now I can’t make my thoughts go away
I don’t need to, they will change anyway
I don’t have to fucking do anything
All I have to do is make it through the day
Getting closer to the place I will be
I don’t want to rush because I know there’s no need
I don’t want to go, no I don’t want to leave
I just want to stay here, I just want to breathe
Now my head
Is once again caught up in a mess
I feel hopeless, feel like my life’s a wreck
Feeling frustrated and upset
I want to end it now but I’m
Getting closer to the place I will be
I don’t want to rush because I know there’s no need
I don’t want to go, no I don’t want to leave
I just want to stay here in my body
I’m falling down
I’m letting go
I’m done feeling hopeless, baby
I’m touching down
I’m coming home
I know nothing can save me
When I feel I’m at the end
I just think about a friend
Type a message and hit send
No this will not last forever
I know we can’t start again
Now is now and that was then
Always have a hand to lend
Know that offer stands forever
Always trying to let go
Always dying every moment
Life’s a beauty to behold
Give me a chance, I’ll try to show it
If you ever feel alone
I’m the same, want you to know it
You’re a part of what makes home
Let me know, I’ll help you go through it
Now I can’t make my thoughts go away
I don’t need to, they will change anyway
I don’t have to fucking do anything
All I have to do is make it through the day
Getting closer to the place I will be
I don’t want to rush because I know there’s no need
I don’t want to go, no I don’t want to leave
I just want to stay here, I just want to breathe
When I feel I’m at the end
I just think about a friend
Type a message and hit send
No this will not last forever
I know we can’t start again
Now is now and that was then
Always have a hand to lend
Know that offer stands forever
Always trying to let go
Always dying every moment
Life’s a beauty to behold
Give me a chance, I’ll try to show it
If you ever feel alone
I’m the same, want you to know it
You’re a part of what makes home
Let me know, I’ll help you go through it
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3. |
Lately Life
03:29
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Ten too many hits
I’m done doing acid
Take me off the guest list
I’m just trying to get rich
I no longer have the itch
My life is so psychedelic
If I found truth I would tell it
I wanted proof but I fell in
I’ve been paying debts trying to win that zero balance
Life is not a game but I am still down for the challenge
I let go of sadness but keep close my bad habits
Hold on to my vision I’m the only one who has it
I reached out to grab it
Instead went on a bad trip
I’m so positive I attract it like a magnet
I got love to give but now no one’s trying to have it
I built up a solid life right before I trashed it
You’re the only one
All I wanna do is make you feel something
Lately life hasn’t been too fun
But I guess it’s still better than nothing
I’ve been waiting for the sunlight to come out
Darkness all the time is not what I’m about
Working on removing doubt
This music in my head’s so loud
Trying hard to turn it down so my ideas don’t have to shout
Low and feeling lost
But wasn’t lost I know
Not feeling love
But I’m the cause I know
I gotta go
I gotta get out of this phase
I tried to float
to cheat my way out of this maze
You’re the only one
All I wanna do is make you feel something
Lately life hasn’t been too fun
But I guess it’s still better than nothing
I need to find some new interests
(I’m not myself, I’m not my best)
Don’t need to fail another test
(I can’t see straight, I need to rest)
My heart might burst right through my chest
(I feel some pressure in my head)
Don’t think I have too much time left
I want to pick you up
I want to take you some place
Don’t want to end my life
Just want to make things right
But I’m not feeling well
No, I am really in a bad place
Only time will tell
If I will make it out
You’re the only one
All I wanna do is make you feel something
Lately life hasn’t been too fun
But I guess it’s still better than nothing
I’m the only one
Who can straight up just make you feel nothing
Lately life hasn’t been too fun
But I’m still trying to turn it into something
I need to find some new interests
(I’m not myself, I’m not my best)
Don’t need to fail another test
(I can’t see straight, I need to rest)
My heart might burst right through my chest
(I feel some pressure in my head)
Don’t think I have too much time le-
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4. |
Truth Lives In Your Eyes
03:51
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Used to feel like something
Only feeling old now
Do not think it matters
I don’t need to know how
Don’t need to remember
How painful my back was
I can see the future
I’m not going backwards
Used to feel imbalanced
Hoped I could go somewhere else
Wanted to burn it
Caught up in the despair
Then I finally learned it
Don’t need to go nowhere
Only seeking balance
I just need to breathe air
And love myself
Really I’m the only one I need to know
I hate myself
Sometimes but only when I’m feeling low
I work on that
Don’t need no shade, I only want to glow
I’ll live through that
At least I hope but maybe I won’t
It’s easier said than done
When bad times come along
It’s hard to know they’ll be gone
Nothing lasts - could be wrong
We can’t escape from time
All feelings will subside
But some things never die
The truth lives in your eyes
You know I cannot hide
These feelings kept inside
I want to get them out my mind
You know I could die
Used to feel imbalanced
Hoped I could go somewhere else
Wanted to burn it
Caught up in the despair
Then I finally learned it
Don’t need to go nowhere
Only seeking balance
I just need to breathe air
I think I have done most my crying
Truth is easier than lying
Now is not the time to be quiet
I don’t give a fuck about dying
I just want to keep on breathing
I don’t need a god to believe in
Maybe we are only dreaming
Maybe we are already gone
We can’t escape from time
All feelings will subside
But some things never die
The truth lives in your eyes
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5. |
All I Need Is You
02:58
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Just one moment at a time
I got things in my mind
Spent the last five years inside
Like I’ve got things I’m trying to hide
I’ve got things but nothing’s mine
I have seen all the lies
Cling to truth until I die
Nothing left but still I try
Nothing left but I keep
Going, going
Summertime but my mind feels like it is snowing
Knowing there’s no escape from the world unfolding
I just want a break but this rock still needs rolling
I don’t want to take up too much
So I’m going to get to the point I’m making
I’ve been torn apart, I have seen my life breaking
Put it back together with a bit of glue
One thought kept me going and that thought was you
I don’t want to only get you in my bed
True romance instead
Passion to my head
I know you would never leave my texts on read
I could truly love you til I’m dead
I wish I believed that there was something more
All we have is now but so much to explore
Just stay home with you, I’ll never go on tour
Just want to be with you, don’t even need a door
When I’m with you there is no better feeling
Like I’m walking upside down on the ceiling
Might have took too many drugs, I took a few
I don’t need help - all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is
Need is, need is, need is, need is, need is, need is
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is you
All I need is you, all I need is
Need is, need is, need is, need is, need is, need is
All I need is you, all I need is
All I need is you
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6. |
Unsafe
02:48
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Didn't think I'd lose my mind
I don't know if I'll be fine
It will wear off, just give it time
It's just drugs
I'm not dying
But I'm taking off
Feels like I'm flying
Just need to cut through the fog
And take this higher
I took things too far
I can't deny it
I don't know what I took
I can only ride it now
I can only ride it out
This one just might take me to the grave
Just might be ready for that anyway
These drugs on the street are unsafe
Can't know what it is that I take
Only wanted a sense of belonging
Felt so low, didn't want to be longing
Took one bump then I'd wait for the calming
Check my phone, it's anxiety calling
Didn't think I'd lose my mind
I don't know if I'll be fine
It will wear off, just give it time
It's just drugs
I'm not dying
But I'm feeling off
See someone crying
Just need to rest against the wall
And get through the night
I took things too far
I can't deny it
I don't know what I took
I can only ride it now
I can only ride it out
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7. |
Didn't Go
02:48
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Looking back through all the time that we had
It never lasted but I am grateful we made it through that
And I feel like I’ve got something else that’s inside of me
My heart still burns with passion though it has been asleep
I got pills I gotta take
To make it all go away
I feel like I’m a new person every day
I got bills I gotta pay
Although they won’t go away
I keep looking to the future
Because life finds a way
I didn't go even though you left when I needed you
Bottled up your love and turned your back like I'm not bleeding too
Life will get you down but I'm still here feeding
Hope you come around before the regrets eat at you
I know we can’t go back to when you wanted me
Blurred vision from migraines made it hard to see
Things I joked about came back and haunted me
Took a while to know that you’re the only one for me
Hope we haven’t seen things as best as they’re gonna be
Don’t know if we’ve seen things the worst as they’re gonna be
Probably could have left but I thought I would just wait and see
Took a while but now I know that you’re the only one for me
I didn't go even though you left when I needed you
Bottled up your love and turned your back like I'm not bleeding too
Life will get you down but I'm still here feeding
Hope you come around before the regrets eat at you
I didn't go even though you left when I needed you
Bottled up your love and turned your back like I'm not bleeding too
Life will get you down but I'm still here feeding
Hope you come around before the regrets eat at you
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